♥ KARLA

Bone Marrow Transplant Unit.

Which is why, my current fb status is,

"Its snowing,where I am at now!"

Working at transplant at night,is painful!

PS's CD with their stickers!

"Wave your hands in the air,and

wave it like you just dont care,

if you wanna party with PLAINSUNSET,

somebody say YEAHHHHH!"

HELL YEAHHHHHHHH.

Found my old wallet, and GOSH!!

1st photo on the left was how

he looked like before he met me in 05!

timetime ex gf tak tau jage!

HAHAH,kesian bb!

loveee you still.

WHAT HE LOOKS LIKE NOW.

HAHAHHAHAH looks like japanese

construction worker!!!!

this photo really cracked me up!can imagine him

doing the early morning japanese work out.

Our loots for Night shift! HAHAH Carynn & I eat like nonstop,

cause its freaking cold!!!!!!!

Photos from my E63,KarlaBB! Been up for about an hour, sleep was pretty much alright. Been raining so heavily since earlier this afternoon,and ITS COLD! Im wearing socks to sleep,can you imagine how cold it has become? ): But I dont wanna complain because I rather it be cold than hot. Another two more nights to go,and hopefully tonight it will be a good night too. It was a good night yday,smooth sailing! Please,please let it be alright. Ive got two DILS,out of 5 patients,both time bombs! One just got back from the ICU, and then the other one is just hanging by the moment! (: Pull through,please pull through.

& oh, my cute uncle,cute being the only 80 something year old person I know who owns a HTC,palm top AND an Iphone,he died a couple of days ago. He was adorable,and may he be blessed. And seriously lor! three hot phones leh! And when I asked him why does he need THREE phones, " One for girlfriend, one for emails,and iPhone for news!" CUTE HOR? Tapi member kaya sekaya kaya tidak,boleh lah! Heheheh.

I dont know who else is at home,havent gone out of the room yet,but I wanna check it out,cause Im starving! Okay bye!

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Merry Xmas,babies! I am currently at work, freezing like nobody's business cause am working in transplant unit tonight,and hopefully for the rest of the remaining 2 more nights that Ill be here. I forgot my thermal jacket, so Im shivering trying to keep myself warm. So far,so good, and hopefully it remains like this til Monday morning. NO DRAMA,PLEASE! (:

If you are wondering about the photos, those were from yday night! After not fighting and screaming at each other for the longest time, Bb & I fought like big time yday! Sebabtu orang selalu cakap, jangan suke tegor2 bende gini,cause confirm in days to come,we will have the biggest fight ever, which is what happened yday! I threw a tantrum and he just rode off,WITHOUT me. Memang padan muke aku,hahaha,but at that time, all I could thought about was how I would kick his bike and puncture his tyre the moment I see him(which didnt happen,btw) cause I was sooooo furious!

Rode to Arab St,folding my arms and crying like a baby,cause I was still so pissed! ): But we made up after that,and it took him a few kisses on my forehead,and on my hand before I smiled!

So baby brought me to Wanna'B, a cafe just off Arab Street. We have never been to this 2 month old cafe before,so he thought it would be good to check it out. We were from Bali Lane,walked down the many shophouses before seeing the bedazzling signboard. I fell in love with it almost immediately! Was greeted by the waiter, and the manager and was ushered to our seats on the upper level!

First floor, is the bar top counter,a few wooden chairs,and a mini stage with a drum set, high chairs for performers and amps and all the other workz. It was a very welcoming sight,cause the colours they used to design the place were vibrant and bold! We went up the stairs which was lit by candles,and flowers. The upper deck was even more gorgeous! The walls were of faded royal purple,with black strong borders,love it! There were hanging light everywhere! Mirrors were pretty cute too.

The first thing that I heard when I came up,was Beyonce screaming her soul out! Realised that there were two flat screens, showing Beyonce's birthday concert,and I was excited! We chose our seat, a comfy sofa against the wall, and settled down. It didnt take much to feel comfortable with the waiter coming to us every 5 minutes asking if we were alright. Looked through the very adorable menu,and still chose Fried Rice. Hahah,I know, what the hell right Ana? Gi cafe makan nasi goreng,wtf! But yah I dont know why I chose that but I did. Bb had his spaghetti meatballs and we ordered a bowl of cheesy wedges.

Talked, laughed,stuffed ourselves silly before our main dishes came. And sad to say, it was a flop. I didnt like the food at all,which is a surprise to me,because to me,everything was perfect, the atmosphere was great, the service was great,the room was great,watching B's concert was great,baby was great (and sweet) but the food that we had sucked. It was a VERY spicy and for the first time ever, I was grateful that their servings were actually goddamned small,cause I didnt even finish my food. SAD RIGHT. Sighs.

We had to order a bananaboat just to relieve the spice! I felt so bad for wasting bb's money cause it amounted to quite abit after that. Maybe it was just the food and the spice, we didnt try the rest of the dishes that they had so we dont know yet. I had a great night, cause after Wanna'B, bb& I headed over to M! (: Surprised that M wasnt as crowded as we expect it to be,maybe everybody went to town to pop champagne and throw confetti everywhere. Hahaha!

Hmmmmm,yup, so that was how I spent my Xmas eve. I was lazing around at home earlier this afternoon,everybody was at home and Daddy bought lunch! Sadly, I still had to settle for instant noodles,but it was alright I guess! Cudnt sleep after that,got so grouchy. Hmm,I want this round of night to be over and done with ASAP.

Oh,Ismah's getting engaged in TWO days,and on Sunday morning,I have to like run home to sleep. So I can wake up in the afternoon! Tsk. And ohhh, 6 more weeks to departure! Excited! Okayyyy, I better get away from the computer and continue work. Wish me good luck for the rest of the hours! XOXO. Have a good one,people!

♥

Romeo, save me

they tryna tell me how to feel.

This love is difficult,

but its so real.

Dont be afraid,

we'll make it out of this mess.

Its a love story,

baby just say yes.

♥

Good Evening everybody! So just as I mentioned yday, we ditched clubbing for a less wild Wednesday night. Had dinner/supper at Nabins,my fish & chips took forever to come. Wanted to smoke some shisha,but ended up not having any at all! Too caught up with conversations,laughs and the sexy music on the upper deck! Spent like 2389283 hours talking,and finally just leaving

Nabins at 1am. It was a freaking good night, clubbing or not.

Ended up at Towner at nearly 3am, Azrin came,and I rode his freaking 600cc BLACKBIRD!!!!!! FREAKING FIERCEEE SIALSS. I mean,biler kakak zaman hot dan cool dulu, jadi pillian aje. But yday since members nye pasal,HAHAHHAHAH,nak test! Omg, from Neutral to 1st Gear, the engine was soooooo orgasmic already! Cannot imagine me riding it at full speed,WHICH IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN ANYWAY. BUT its a totally different feeling when you are the pillian and the rider. OF COURSE the speedometer didnt go beyond 30km/hr but STILL could feel my heart in my mouth!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAHA! crazyyyyyyy fuck.

Ira slept over and we were in town as early as 9am today!!!! Seriously bakal aku tgh rushing skrg, cause bb is coming to fetch me in like 30mins to go out. BUT i promise I will tell u guys all about the sucky morning we had!!! like OMG LAAAA. the bad luck went on for like the longest time throughout the day man!!!! serious,and Ive got issues with a certain medical group,SERIOUS. damn serious issues,but THAT will wait cause right now, bf more important. Shall not let it get to my good mood. Hmm.

have a good one!xoxoxo

♥

Look what did the mailman brought me today!!!!!!!! Daddy was shouting for me,ANGRILY,from the gate and then when I saw what it was, I was jumping and he went like," GILER,checkcheck bomb." Wtffff? Hahahhaha, but whatever la. I love it. My gorgeous bikini came in time for the beach party! I want to buy more stuffs, it didnt really take that long,did it? It was only yday that I checked that it was in Dubai,and today, in Singapore, in my arms! Impressive. I am still thinking,that if they open VS in Singapore sooner, I wouldnt have to go through all these pain just to get my stuffs! But as long as I get them, Im happy so I will shut up and stop whining.

Anw, was at home throughout the entire day. Woke up to watch Ellen,and seriously, I want a life of waking up just in time for Ellen, cook up some noodles,laze and roll around in bed, talk to the boyfriend in between, and then party at night with my girls! Speaking of partying, got into a minor argument with Bb just now. Supposed to meet him later for Mustafa, to get some stuffs,but then changed plans and I decide to club tonight. So I had to like tell him right,and he got very mad! ): Quite pissed initially,but now I feel quite sad and bad for him. (Called Ira,and told her that I felt so bad, and....)Sighs.

Oh wells, I just cancelled my clubbing plans, in a matter of like 10minutes. Hahaha,but we have back up plans pasal si azyrahart kite matimati nak kuar! So YAY! Okay wanna get ready,and have a non clubbing ladies night with my girls! Xoxo. Have a good one,girls,its a Wednesday!

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I just tracked my stuffs,and apparently,my shipment was sent out from the US a couple of days ago,and right now,its in Dubai! NOT FAIR!!!! I want to be in Dubai also!!!!! )): Sighs. How long does it take to get from Dubai to Singapore?!!! My previous shipments took approximately 3 weeks,but I cant wait for this shipment to arrive,especially this one! Urgh.

Anywayyy, I just booked tickets for the Siloso Beach Party!!!!! Am going with Michelle Jie,and am so freaking excited! Like,Finally! (: Phew. Just got back from the Drs, got my antibiotics and some medication to dilate my airway. Feel slightly better, thank god. Off tomorrow and Thursday,and doing a weekend night this coming weekend! Yup,my 2nd year doing night on Christmas weekend,i dont mind actually. Hopefully it will be a good round,cause the ward has been everything BUT peaceful.

Watched ET,and they were all talking about Brittany's death! ): Didnt realise who she is,until Syafa was telling me about her being in 8 Mile, and Girl Interrupted and the first thing that came to mind was Clueless! I love Clueless!! Used to watch it during secondary school,and remembered very vividly how Aisya & I used to call ourselves Cher & Dionne,and I was Dionne,cause I like the idea of having a black boyfriend,and Aisya was Cher because,well, must I still explain? Hee. So, AWWWWW, she & Ashton used to look so cute together. Sighs,so the 2nd Hollywood death this year! I was on FB,and alot of people were saying how 2009 was a bad year,well,it was an okay year for me,pretty tough,but alhamdulilah! Hehee.

If you are excited about 2010, I think I am too. 2010 is all about change,change and change,and how I embrace it,take it into my stride,make something out of nothing at all. Im pretty psyched that Im going to usher in a new year amidst many sexy people dancing to sexy club music! Was quite sore that I didnt get to go to Zoukout,so hopefully this beach party makes up for my broken heart!

Baby is coming to fetch me,in an hour. We are going to his place for dinner,before watching Avatar 3D at the Cathay later! Abit skeptical about this movie,cause the characters looks freakishly scary,checkcheck confirm have nightmares tonight!!! BUT I shall go with an open heart and mind. I need to bathe, put on some tracks and head out! It looks like its going to be a chilly night! Brrrrr, keep warm,everybody!

XOXOXOX.

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Good morning, people of the world! (; How was your Monday? Mine was pretty sucky! Didnt sleep til about 3am, woke up at 5.30am,and rushed to work. Was in a horrid mood the entire day cause I was coughing like an idiot! It has to be the weather,was too chilly and I think it has gotten to my lungs or something! Was wheezing throughout and it made work pretty dreadful! Work was shit, seriously. Manpower was at the minimal ever,and we have to nurse 10,instead of our usual 5. On autopilot the entire shift,but Im glad when shift ended cause it was the Annual Haematology Party at 5pm!

This year, each unit have to contribute 'stalls' to mend,and 72 sent 3 stalls! First one, was Indian, Briyani was sponsored by our ex patients, Salad bar by Eunice and her BMT team and the third was OURS!!! We were in charge of all things sweet and sinful, so we had our infamous delicious cheesecakes, fruit tarts, brownies, bread pudding, chocolate fruit fondue, cuppycakes and I loved how we decorated our stall! So freaking hawt! My favourite colours are black and hotfreakingpink sooooo our stall was exactly the same colour!! We had feathers,boas and glitter everywhere, it was pretty neat! Love it long time! (:

Surprisingly, all our doctors mended their Toxic Shots booth,and they were bartenders for the day! Tak tau la pulak satu satu lepas keje pagi, malam keje pat disco buat air kan! Ader tokoh!!! Hahahhahaha. Yummy,yummy! And it was all great fun, games and laughing like fuck over the slengeness of some doctors! *slaps forehead* pangkat aje tinggi, tapi slenge! God.

The party ended around 8pm,only to reach home at 10pm!!! Cannot believe that I was in the hospital for the entire day,what a freaking workaholic. Tsk. But yah, I announced that I wont be coming in to work later,would be going to see the doctor, and hopefully get some antibiotics for my chesty cough. Think I may have caught an infection,have been sick for almost a week! Hate it.

Health is really,really wealth. I learnt that BIG time this year,thousands of dollars gone the drain all cause I fell sick. Thousand of dollars can feed an entire village in Africa! Tsk. Terrible,terrible. Okay so anyway, I wish that I wasnt sick so I could really enjoy the perfect chilly cold weather! It has been raining for the past 3 hours,and I feel so cold,even with socks! For the first time in my life, socks on my feet. Hmm,keeping me damn warm,to the extent of being hot actually but once Im cold, my cough will act up so lets just stay warm for now k!

Havent been talking to bb these few days. Our time together has been minimal,with him working almost everyday. I miss you baby! But thank god, even with juggling 2 jobs, he stilll sacrifice his time for me,so sweet! XOXOXOX,and you know what else is sweet.....?

XIAXUE GETTING ENGAGED!!!! APPARENTLY GOT ENGAGED LIKE 10 DAYS AGO?OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG,I CRIED!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL CAUSE IT IS SOOOOOO SWEET! AND IM SO HAPPPY FOR HER! HAHAHAHHAH I LIKE XIAXUE ALOT,I THINK SHES GREAT!!! HAHAHAHHA BUT THIS WEDDING PROPOSAL VIDEO HAS GOT TO BE THE MOST TOUCHING VIDEO ON CLICKTVNETWORK, EVERRRRRR. KIMAK SWEET KAPE!!!!! AWWWWW,WISH THEM A VERY HAPPY LIFE TOGETHER!! AIYAH U GUYS SHOULD WATCH IT TOO,DAMN FREAKING SWEET AND MIKE'S SO CUTE! CLICK HERE IF YOU HAVENT! I KNOW IM GREAT LIKE THAT,THANKS! ((: GO,GO WATCH AND GET SAPPY. HEHEHE, SO SWEET!

kayyy nightynight kiddoosss! am gonna crash. Maybe Avatar with bb tonight. Cant wait to see ur face!

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OMGGG FREAKING EXCITING! RECEIVED EMAIL, MY VS ARE ALL SHIPPED OUT ALREADY!!! OMGZ FREAKING EXCITED!!!! AND THE WHOLE THING WEIGHS 6FREAKING KILOS! KALAH GUNI BERAS!!! HAHAHAHA, I GOT BUY SO MANY THINGS UNTIL 6 KILOSSSS MEH!!!! HAHAHAHHHAAHHAHAHA. AND WHATS THIS NEWS THAT I HEARD THAT VS IS COMING TO SINGAPORE NEXT YEAR??!!!! ARE U KIDDING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE? AT RESORT WORLD SENTOSA!!! KIMAK PART NI BINGIT EH, PARTPART AKU NAK GI BELAYAR BARU VS PANDAIPANDAI NAK BUKAK. NABEYYY MAKE ME LOSE SO MUCH MONEY TO SHIPPINGGGGGGGGGGGG! PFFFTTTTT.

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I feel so accomplished right now! Harharharhar! I made TWO huge cheesecakes within 45minutes!!!!! I can be a professional baker!! Hahahha. I searched through my thousands of photos in my lappy,and only managed to have this photo above as the nearest ACCOMPLISHED expression! Hahahhaha. I should take more accomplished photos for further usage! Harhahrhahrhar. I am so proud but of course, I used the mixer to whip the cheese and the cream!! Loves it. I love technology!!!!!! Oh my,now my hands and hair smells like cheese,and its sooooo masam! But you know like the masammasam sedap smell? Hahahha,like masammasam baru bangun??? Hahahhaha, like that la.

I feel so good right now, like I can do anything in this world!!!! Okay lets go jogging tomorrow! Hahahhahahha okay part ni tipu and bedek! Hahahha. I just met bb for like 5 mins to pass him his cd and his wax! rindu nye pasal,5 minit pun jadi! cause it started to rain and yalah, better reach home before it gets heavier!

Wooooo, plain sunset gave us stickers which comes along with the cd!!!!!!!!!!! YAY YAY! Now gotta figure out where to paste them! ((: Anyway, I gotta charge Iman like service charges for my matchmaking services lor! Especially him, omg!!! Kalau dari dulu aku charge orang,aku raser dah kaye sikit tau! hehehe,tapi takpe,ni seme ikhlass daripada saya kepada anda.

Ive been in love with the same man for nearly 5 years, and I want my friends to be as happy as I am too,or even more! Xoxo! Oh wells, what can I do better on a rainy chilly night? Roll around in bed before crashing of course! But I cannot crash for too long,cause Ive got a morning shift in less than 7 hours,and yes, its crazy,so Ive heard! Like Ive said before in a certain person's tagboard, I am very busy, juggling work,school,and my life. But nothing can stop me from standing up for the ones I love. Period.

Goodnight yalls. Have a good one!

♥

Treated Mommy and Meimei to Lau Pa Sat after work earlier just now,and it was so filling! Didnt even finish my share! We had baby squids, prawns,lala & kailan with garlics. Daddy didnt come cause I think he was sleeping at home! Harharhar. So yah afterwhich I showered and had a short talk with Mommy,something that we dont do very often,but at least Im grateful that we at least have talks like these as compared to having none. I love you,Mom,you know I do! (:

Work was quite alright,it was raining heavily throughout the entire shift,and I was thinking about how it would be perfect if I were to be on my bed,instead of being at work. The weather was perfect just now! Urgh,jealous!

I cant wait for the party to be over and done with,cause tonight,after my afternoon shift, I have to make like TWO cheesecakes for tomorrow's party! Urgh,luckily I borrowed the 'whipper' from Kasinah! If not, tak sanggup! I will be making plain Philadephia and Blueberry!! Sape besok free,nak tolong aku buat cheesecake!!! Hahahhahahhaha. I cant wait to eat it lor!!! My cheesecake ROCKSSSSSS like fuck,im serious!! SEDAP NAK MAMPOS. Hahahha, puji diri sendiri,but Im really really serious. Insyallah, I will make cheesecake for my kenduri doa selamat and if you guys feelingfeeling nak datang,nak doakan aku selamat pegi belajar, you guys can taste! Hahahhahah.

Okay so far, here are the confirmed details of my departure.

7TH FEBRUARY 2010, SUNDAY
Singapore - Adelaide
Flight SQ 296
Singapore Airlines
Departure time is 2350hours.

So I have to be there 2 hours before. My family & I will be there by 830pm,so to everybody, PLEASE COME. If you cannot make it for my farewell party a week before the 7th(details soon!), at least come before I fly off cause I really do wanna kiss,hugggggggg and do whatever with you on my last day! )): Time check, 7 weeks more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have to start writing a list of what to bring. And mummy is serious about me bringing over a rice cooker!!!!!!! might as well bring along my pots and pans. I saw a very gorgeous hawt pink Tefal deep pan at Mustafa the other day leh! Lawa nak mampos siakkkk!! Hahahahha,imagine it burnt? OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Too pretty to even use it. hahhaha, okay talking nonsense. I wanna sleep!!! Working in 11 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BORING! -__-

AND OHHH,SYASYA HANEY BB JUST TURNED 22 LIKE 2 HOURS AGO! I LOVE YOU SYA,WILL HAVE A BLAST SOON KAYS. I WISH YOU BLISS AND HEALTH ALWAYS! XOXO. CAUSE HEALTH IS WEALTH REMEMBER? HEHEHEHHE.

Im definitely poor this year cause have been sick too many times this year. sick of it. PUKES. kkk night! meeting Lyn on the 23rd! thats a start! Syukor....

oh god, please bless mommmy daddy meimei bb, my girlfriends,and alllllllll my friends. thank you! xoxoxoxoxo